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It makes me wonder

Sometimes I feel lost, mistaken. Like I'm in a world where there is no meaning. no distinction between what is right and what is wrong.
fabrication. deceit. LIES. It's filled. To the top.

Tension.
Frustration.
Individuality is scorned. Trouble is brought upon you for the very thing you tried to keep away.

I know only one that sees those things like I do. Knows and feels my feelings. Pulls away from those people to keep me sane. Sane in an insane place. My mind isn't even safe.

But what does that one person do when the one to push away is their family?

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It makes me wonderSometimes I feel lost, mistaken. Like I'm in a world where there is no meaning. no distinction between what is right and what is wrong.
fabrication. deceit. LIES. It's filled. To the top.

Tension.
Frustration.
Individuality is scorned. Trouble is brought upon you for the very thing you tried to keep away.

I know only one that sees those things like I do. Knows and feels my feelings. Pulls away from those people to keep me sane. Sane in an insane place. My mind isn't even safe.

But what does that one person do when the one to push away is their family? It makes me wonder
by ~blackheartsgirl

LettersWrite off a letter. Send it to two.
Those contents are unknown. They're you. They're me
They make no sense.
But to the receiver, they do. A stranger can understand, decipher the message.
What does it say?
It says everything and nothing.

Like what?
The world,thoughts,feelings,objects,people.
I don't understand.
Then you did not receive the letter.
Why write them?
Why not?
It makes no sense to me.
It does to me.
How does it make sense, then?
It makes s Letters
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As things find a place...

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 1:22 PM

...other things are left to struggle.

Well, I am now suffering from the loss of my great grandmother, Naomi Walker.
She had been suffering from Alzheimer's. She was also 92 years old, and my last connection to my grandpa who died before I was born.And for my mom, the last connection to her dad.

Soon enough, but not too soon from now, I will begin homeschooling with American School. I will graduate earlier than everyone in my class now and I will receive a regular diploma. But, I will have to teach myself, seeing as the curriculum won't allow anything otherwise.

I wish you all the best, and hope that you are well and that you have lovely holidays.

~Vanessa

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Mood: Yearning
Listening to: Flyleaf
Reading: Tantalize
Watching: Vampire Knight
Playing: Kingdom Hearts
Eating: Pizza
Drinking: Dr. Pepper

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I'm just another 15 year old. I spend most of my time on the internet and with my friends. I'm a little weird sometimes, but, hey, who doesn't like that?

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Interests: reading.writing.singing.
Favourite movie: Twilight.Phantom of Opera. Final Fantasy 7
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Favourite genre of music: rock.metal.
Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer
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~Coco-Panda Nov 4, 2009, 6:13:47 PM

thanks very much for the watch

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Now come on. Who doesn't love a panda?

~blackheartsgirl Nov 5, 2009, 10:06:04 AM

You're very welcome! I'm not sure if you remember me but we once had a conversation about cats! It took a while to find you again but I did!

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If I give you my hand would you take it?

If I give you my heart will you break it?

Will you hold me close and not let go?

Will you love me through it all?

~Coco-Panda Nov 5, 2009, 5:52:52 PM

sadly, I don't remember you ): maybe it'll jog my memory in due time

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Now come on. Who doesn't love a panda?

~blackheartsgirl Nov 6, 2009, 1:28:09 PM

Oh, that's alright^^

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If I give you my hand would you take it?

If I give you my heart will you break it?

Will you hold me close and not let go?

Will you love me through it all?

~Coco-Panda Nov 6, 2009, 5:45:04 PM

ah, I looked through your gallery a bit and I found our conversation XD now I remember

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Now come on. Who doesn't love a panda?

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~chaosqueen122 Oct 31, 2009, 9:04:19 AM

Thank you very much for the fave

Happy Halloween!

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Intelligent girls are more depressed because they know what the world is really like. Emilie Autumn

I was uncool befor uncool was cool.

Erveryone has so much to say, they talk talk talk theire lives away...

~blackheartsgirl Oct 31, 2009, 5:11:23 PM

You're very welcome! Same to you. Have a safe and fun night as well!

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If I give you my hand would you take it?

If I give you my heart will you break it?

Will you hold me close and not let go?

Will you love me through it all?

~chaosqueen122 Nov 1, 2009, 10:22:55 AM

thank you very much, wish you too

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Intelligent girls are more depressed because they know what the world is really like. Emilie Autumn

I was uncool befor uncool was cool.

Erveryone has so much to say, they talk talk talk theire lives away...

~LoveRPattz Oct 30, 2009, 2:07:46 PM

_{Thank you for the favourite}

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_{- “tempo rivela tutte le,”

"aggressive, tough and defiant may describe me, but that leaves the impression I'm mean and I'm not. people expect me to have fangs," joan jett.}