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It makes me wonder

Sometimes I feel lost, mistaken. Like I'm in a world where there is no meaning. no distinction between what is right and what is wrong.
fabrication. deceit. LIES. It's filled. To the top.

Tension.
Frustration.
Individuality is scorned. Trouble is brought upon you for the very thing you tried to keep away.

I know only one that sees those things like I do. Knows and feels my feelings. Pulls away from those people to keep me sane. Sane in an insane place. My mind isn't even safe.

But what does that one person do when the one to push away is their family?

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It makes me wonderSometimes I feel lost, mistaken. Like I'm in a world where there is no meaning. no distinction between what is right and what is wrong.
fabrication. deceit. LIES. It's filled. To the top.

Tension.
Frustration.
Individuality is scorned. Trouble is brought upon you for the very thing you tried to keep away.

I know only one that sees those things like I do. Knows and feels my feelings. Pulls away from those people to keep me sane. Sane in an insane place. My mind isn't even safe.

But what does that one person do when the one to push away is their family? It makes me wonder
by ~blackheartsgirl

LettersWrite off a letter. Send it to two.
Those contents are unknown. They're you. They're me
They make no sense.
But to the receiver, they do. A stranger can understand, decipher the message.
What does it say?
It says everything and nothing.

Like what?
The world,thoughts,feelings,objects,people.
I don't understand.
Then you did not receive the letter.
Why write them?
Why not?
It makes no sense to me.
It does to me.
How does it make sense, then?
It makes s Letters
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Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 1:25 PM

Well, I've gotten over the flu. Not the Swine version, the normal. ^^ Now it seems I have the slightest cold. Oh, well. It's nice to be back to school. I didn't expect it to be so easy to catch up on my work after being out those 2 weeks. I'm also glad nothing major happened.

I really do hope my friend comes home tonight. I miss her. Sometimes, I blame myself for not doing ANYTHING and EVERYTHING to make her okay again. But, I know that I can't do it for her. I can be there, but, I can't "cure" her so to speak.

So there is about a week and half before NEW MOON comes out in the theaters! I'm very excited. But dreading the crowd.

I guess it will be okay. I have permission to skip school to see it so, no worries!

I would love to hear from someone, everyone has been so busy lately it makes it harder to socialize! So anyone that wants to talk I'm here!

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Mood: Yearning
Listening to: Flyleaf
Reading: Tantalize
Watching: Vampire Knight
Playing: Kingdom Hearts
Eating: Pizza
Drinking: Dr. Pepper

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I'm just another 15 year old. I spend most of my time on the internet and with my friends. I'm a little weird sometimes, but, hey, who doesn't like that?

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Current Residence: Virginia
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large or Small
Interests: reading.writing.singing.
Favourite movie: Twilight.Phantom of Opera. Final Fantasy 7
Favourite band or musician: Tokio Hotel.My Chemical Romance.Flyleaf.Blue October.Bullet for My Valentine.Taking Back Sunday.
Favourite genre of music: rock.metal.
Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer
Operating System: PS2
MP3 player of choice: zen stone,ipod shuffle
Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts.Devil May Cry series. Jak.
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Favourite cartoon character: Gaara
Personal Quote: Stop waving that slice of cheese in my face!
Tools of the Trade: camera!

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~Coco-Panda 6 days 14 hours ago

thanks very much for the watch

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Now come on. Who doesn't love a panda?

~blackheartsgirl 5 days 22 hours ago

You're very welcome! I'm not sure if you remember me but we once had a conversation about cats! It took a while to find you again but I did!

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If I give you my hand would you take it?

If I give you my heart will you break it?

Will you hold me close and not let go?

Will you love me through it all?

~Coco-Panda 5 days 14 hours ago

sadly, I don't remember you ): maybe it'll jog my memory in due time

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Now come on. Who doesn't love a panda?

~blackheartsgirl 4 days 19 hours ago

Oh, that's alright^^

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If I give you my hand would you take it?

If I give you my heart will you break it?

Will you hold me close and not let go?

Will you love me through it all?

~Coco-Panda 4 days 14 hours ago

ah, I looked through your gallery a bit and I found our conversation XD now I remember

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Now come on. Who doesn't love a panda?

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~chaosqueen122 Oct 31, 2009, 9:04:19 AM

Thank you very much for the fave

Happy Halloween!

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Intelligent girls are more depressed because they know what the world is really like. Emilie Autumn

I was uncool befor uncool was cool.

Erveryone has so much to say, they talk talk talk theire lives away...

~blackheartsgirl Oct 31, 2009, 5:11:23 PM

You're very welcome! Same to you. Have a safe and fun night as well!

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If I give you my hand would you take it?

If I give you my heart will you break it?

Will you hold me close and not let go?

Will you love me through it all?

~chaosqueen122 Nov 1, 2009, 10:22:55 AM

thank you very much, wish you too

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Intelligent girls are more depressed because they know what the world is really like. Emilie Autumn

I was uncool befor uncool was cool.

Erveryone has so much to say, they talk talk talk theire lives away...

~LoveRPattz Oct 30, 2009, 2:07:46 PM

_{Thank you for the favourite}

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_{- “tempo rivela tutte le,”

"aggressive, tough and defiant may describe me, but that leaves the impression I'm mean and I'm not. people expect me to have fangs," joan jett.}